By God’s grace and strength, I regularly perform the night prayer, but sometimes I do it less often, and I don’t know why—especially when I’m studying at university. I feel very upset when I sometimes lose the opportunity to pray it. Could you please explain what might cause this?
Why Do We Sometimes Lose the Grace to Pray the Night Prayer?
The essence and first answer at a glance (60-word summary)
A lack of planning or a regular schedule, failing to make the night prayer a priority, excessive fatigue, and energy drained by other commitments can all keep us from this act of worship. Sometimes, too, a person may be deprived of it as a consequence of a particular action. At other times, divine kindness may temporarily withhold this opportunity to protect someone from self-conceit and pride, so that they return to the night prayer with greater longing.
Answer by Master Ali Saei (Abdullah Meshkat)
Teacher and researcher in the intellectual tradition of wisdom and the Ahl al-Bayt | Soroush Bamdadān Cultural CenterAmong the factors that may deprive a person of the grace to perform the night prayer are:
- A lack of planning
- Failure to set aside a specific time
- Not making it a priority
- Extreme fatigue
- The body’s energy being drained by other activities
- An action whose penalty is being deprived of the night prayer
- In some cases, divine grace takes the form of withholding this blessing, so that conceit and pride are brought to nothing
- The penalty for thinking oneself superior because of the grace of performing the night prayer is to be deprived of it
- God’s grace may extend even to deprivation, so that the habit becomes an ingrained quality, joined with longing and eagerness
- And so on…
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